i can only be me.

the one that smiles at everyone
the one that laughs at the littlest jokes
the one that will always stand by you
the one that will share her opinions with you
the punny little girl
the girl you wanted.

that's all i am, i can't be someone else.
i've tried being different lately, but i've come to realise, that no matter how much i change myself, the person that needs to change, the person whose heart needs to change, is you.

merry christmas

its about being with those that you love

i meant it then, and i mean it now

i'd do anything for you.

numb

i think my heart stopped beating.

what made me unbeautiful?

Don't hang up.
Can we talk?
So confused
It's like im lost.
What went wrong?
what made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me
Im unchangeable

When did we
Fall apart?
Or did you lie
From the start?
When you said
Its only you
I was blind
Such a fool
Thinking we
Were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful.

Ive been told
Whats done is done
To let it go
And carry on
And deep inside
I know that's true
Im stuck in time
Im stuck on you
We were still untouchable

[Unbeautiful Lyrics On http://www.elyricsworld.com/ ]

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more.
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up
Cuz im only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now

Because we're much better
All together
Can't let go.

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
Cuz I gotta know
What made me unbeautiful

decision time

i've made my choice,
and i'm gonna stick to it.
coz it's that important that i do.
no more whining,
complaining,
nothing.
because i've made up my mind.

if it meant turning back the clock

i'd do it again, in a heartbeat.

daylight numbness.

nighttime is when it all happens.

i am...

is in a state of pondering.

it's been awhile since i've been here

so i'll start off by saying hello. this is sort of reborn, coz im kinda bored. many contributing factors which make up boredom -- or there lack of.